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�who am I: I'm a small town girl, living in the big city, learning to trust God. I married a wonderful, patient man, Stephen, in October of 2008 and we had our first child, Micah, in June 2014. I've been keeping this diary since I was 16 years old, so it has seen a lot of life with me!
�likes: singing my soul out, writing my heart out, learning new things, falling in love, helping people, thinking about life, talking things through, dancing
�dislikes: not knowing where I'm going, fighting, losing touch with friends, making mistakes
�current reads:
tobehis
lobo21
standongrace
jondavid2010
fistofdoom
koorikaze
�old reads:
icofxcnika
iamhephzibah
eowyn86
araquen
onlygrace
howgoesit
twintale
My Bucket Lists
Dreams and Goals - 2004
Bucket List - 2019
More Thoughts on Labor & Delivery
10:03 p.m. || May 14, 2017
So after doing a lot of research last night, I am starting to realize that Pitocin is probably what made my labor and birthing experience so difficult last time.
I just thought I wasn't strong enough for labor.
The one thing I don't know, and I'm not sure if there is any way to know for sure, is if the epidural that I got before the Pitocin is what made me have to use so much Pitocin. :/
This time around I am going to try and hold off on the epidural until I am 4-5 cm dilated.
I don't actually know how far dilated I was when I got it last time, I just was having a hard time dealing with the contractions.
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Bucket List - 2019 - July 28, 2019
Stephen's Out of Town - April 24, 2019
A Little Bit "Extra" - April 01, 2019
Mara <3 - April 01, 2019
God's Justice and My Mom - March 24, 2019