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�who am I: I'm a small town girl, living in the big city, learning to trust God. I married a wonderful, patient man, Stephen, in October of 2008 and we had our first child, Micah, in June 2014. I've been keeping this diary since I was 16 years old, so it has seen a lot of life with me!

�likes: singing my soul out, writing my heart out, learning new things, falling in love, helping people, thinking about life, talking things through, dancing

�dislikes: not knowing where I'm going, fighting, losing touch with friends, making mistakes

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Dreams and Goals - 2004
Bucket List - 2019

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Social Anxiety with Guys
2:48 p.m. || February 07, 2024

Here's the stupid thing.

Having grown up without a dad, or a father figure, or any brothers, and having been *cough*blessed*cough* with pretty bad social anxiety, I have never known how to relate to guys my age outside of a romantic setting.

Men older than me, fine. Somehow I can relate to them in father-daughter-ish or grandpa-granddaughter ways.

Men my age? It's like I don't trust myself not to fall wildly in love if I give them more than the time of day. It's really REALLY dumb. I don't know why and I don't know how to kick it.

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