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5:44 p.m. || December 02, 2014
Dear Diary,
I finally told my boss the bad news. That I won't be coming back as a regular employee.
I tried not to cry in front of him, but it didn't work.
I really loved that job and it breaks my heart into so many pieces that I don't feel right trying to do the job and be Micah's mommy at the same time. I just don't think it would be healthy for anyone.
The other thing I did, which was stupid, was basically tell him I'd help out for Valentine's Day, Friday and Saturday.
I have a hard time letting things go.
I keep telling myself, "It's only 2 days. How bad could it be?"
But I know that I won't like it.
There's a Stephanie that worked as a floral designer and there's a Stephanie that works as a mommy. And ne'er the twain [should] meet.
But I have a hard time letting go of every version of myself that fades into the past.
Especially this time, because I really, really loved that job.
And I'm still not sure about mommyhood.
:/
I always, always, always heard people say to me before I got pregnant, "Being a mom is hard, but it's all worth it." I haven't got to the "all worth it" part yet. :/ Babies are really, really hard.
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