Just life running me over at it's usual pace, subtle as a tornado.

He asked me Thursday night if I was getting feelings for him.

A summer of swing dancing, two dozen roses, a CD with my favorite music on it, a two-hour drive through rush hour traffic to see me, a wonderful night where like 5 of my romantic dreams that I've held on to forever came true before we even got into the movie, and he asks me right before I take off for college if I'm getting feelings for him.

This has been the craziest 5 days of my life. I haven't even had time to analyze myself to make sure I'm doing everything right!

'K, I've been keeping this inside for two days. I think I finally feel better, even though I might regret posting this entry later...

I told Stephen that any feelings I had for him weren't ones I could base a relationship on at this point. I have a lot, lot, lot of things to get sorted out before I leap into a relationship.

Good grief. Stuff happened so fast. August 3rd I wasn't considering Stephen as ever being anything more than a friendly acquaintance. And then he offered to escort me to the Crystal Ballroom and suddenly we were friends, not just friendly acquaintances. Two weeks later I'm on a date with him. Three days later I'm wide awake at 7 a.m. on a Saturday because I can't stop thinking about him.

What happened???

-Stephanie

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