We are singing Girl from Ipanema in jazz choir now. All these insane love songs that fit so perfectly with my life. Gracious.

This song fits to a dot, except, of course, I would be singing about a guy. And minus the reference to the sea.

Here's our arrangement's lyrics:

Tall an' tan, young an' lovely
Girl from Ipanema
When she passes,
Each one that she passes goes...."Ahh."
But I watch her so sadly.
How can I tell her I love her?
Yes, I would give my heart gladly
For each day, when she walks to the sea
She looks straight ahead, not at me.

Logan is not the least of my boy issues right now, however. Nate is my big problem right now! That boy! He's extremely frustrating me. I tell you, two insecure people together just doesn't WORK.

He won't say if he likes me or not. He just acts SO insecure, which makes me insecure. And that's the crux of it. Here we are, two shy people, both thinking the other likes him/her, but afraid to ask because of our personalities!

I hate being a self-conscious, shy, insecure person!!!

So I cannot, for the life of me, come to a concrete decision whether he likes me or not. I am going to ask him tomorrow...I've so had it with all this guessing.

LOL. I just thought of the most hilarious possibility. We're so similar, he's probably going through the same exact thing in his mind right now, and plans on asking me tomorrow.

Okay. I better not get thinking like that, or I'll NEVER ask.

AGH, this is so frustrating!!!!!

And then there's the Logan thing on top of it all. My life has gotten insane since we got back from Hawai'i. What on earth happened?

-Stephanie