Tonight I talked to Elizabeth about (who else, at this point in my life?) Nate. It's the first time I've mentioned him to her since the dance. Back then, she asked me, "So...Do you like him?" and I promptly denied it.

Tonight she said (in response to something I said), "Well, if you said that, he would know you like him"

....I didn't say anything. I didn't deny it, but I couldn't just confirm it like that. Most of anything I'm "feeling" for him is based on the assumption that he likes me. And I don't know if that's true or not, so I can't sort out my own feelings well at all.

It was nice to talk to her about boys again for once in a long time. But it isn't the same now, because she has a boyfriend. I said, "Boys are so confusing!" and she got this look like, "Wellll...Maybe for you..."

All right, I really don't have anything to write. Well, our first Winter Guard performance was yesterday, but I'm too tired now to talk about it. I may never, in this diary. So I'll just say, I thought I did terribly, but apparently it looked decent. I need to see a recording of the show to see how I really did, because I'm stubborn and will continue to believe that I did badly until I actually SEE how I did.

Anyway. :::yawn::: I better go. No school tomorrow! I get to catch up some on my sleep, yay. :)

-Stephanie