I seriously cannot handle eating meals by myself.

Stephen is out with our assistant pastor, it's lunchtime, and I'm hungry, and every time I think about making myself something to eat I get super depressed because I'm only cooking for one! I don't know what my problem is. Maybe all those years of sitting by myself at lunchtime just really scarred me or something. Ugh.

What there is to eat that's easy to fix and good for me:
-Hard-boiled eggs
-Macaroni & cheese
-Chicken noodle soup
-Peanut butter & jelly
-Chili
-Chips and guacamole

And I don't want any of it.

The other problem is just that I'm a grazer when it comes to lunch. I'd rather eat an apple here, a handful of nuts there, a piece of bread there... Sigh.

But I really don't handle eating alone well AT ALL.

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1:00 p.m.: Got a text from Stephen saying, "I miss you and I love you" and I felt a burst of motivation to eat something. So I had chips and guacamole.

This has got to change. I can't be dependent upon the assured love of another person to feed myself. :/

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