Aaaggghhh. Need to stop stressing about Mindy's wedding...now. I don't know what my problem is. I'm not usually this tightly wound about a trip.

Four stupid days I'll be gone. Why can't I get a grip?

I think my problem is that I am feeling insecure about staying with my aunt and uncle and cousin. And I'm feeling incredibly insecure about the fact that I'll be completely dependent upon other people, just like a baby, because I will be without a car. After 4 years of independence I DO NOT KNOW how to handle this.

Plus, I don't know my aunt, uncle, and cousin as well as I know my other aunt. I don't know what to expect at all, being part of their lives for a few days.

Last year, I think it was, Mom and Gail joined Glena for Thanksgiving and they had a rip-roaring time, it sounded like. But I don't know how to make people have a good time.

I've never been an overnight houseguest all by myself since I got married, except with college friends, which doesn't count, and I just absolutely don't know what it's supposed to look like.

OOH! Maybe my mom will know!!

-Stephanie

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