I was pretty much useless at work today. Too much thinking about Grandpa.

You know, it's not even the cancer that is bothering me. It was not very far advanced, and the surgical removal appears to have been very successful.

But it's that he is so tormented by some mysterious guilt, which he will never explain to anybody, that he didn't want to tell anyone that he even had cancer or was going to have surgery.

I've pretty much exhausted myself stressing about that today, so I'm not going to rehash it all right now. I just don't even know what to do. Will prayer be enough?

I'll be visiting him tomorrow. I hope we can have a good, serious conversation about stuff, but there is no way to tell if that will happen.

-Stephanie

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