I give up. I am totally giving up on this. It's never going to work out. It wasn't intended to work out. I just give up! I'm going to forget Andrew and go on living my life. It's totally pointless to even try. I. GIVE. UP. I'm not going to go near him. If I see him, I'm not going to care.

Why the heck should I care so much anyway? He's just a crush.

The point is, I am giving up. I'm through walking this pointless road, worrying all the time, trying to mend things between us. He talks to only Elizabeth and Sara. He never talks to me. Why should I try?

I'm through. I'm giving up.

-Stephanie