Eek! I'm really nervous. I'm leaving tomorrow for a week... I'm nervous for a whole bundle of reasons. I'm flying on a plane for the first time by myself. I don't think I have nearly enough things packed... I feel like I'm forgetting a hundred things. I'm stinking nervous about that retarded paper. I'm the world's biggest slacker. I haven't begun it yet! Ayeiiee, I'm scared! I'm not sure the wireless Internet will work... My grandpa's friend the computer expert says it's all set to go, but I've never tried wireless before so I am NERVOUS. Technology that I don't know well makes me nervous. I'm afraid my sunburn is going to kill when I try to take a shower tomorrow... I didn't take one today for that reason, but tomorrow's church and I should be clean. I'm worried I'm going to forget a hundred things that I need to do, like check the lights and doors in our house to see if they're all locked and out... Or give Walnut her pill (my dog). :Z How on earth do I knock this nervousness? I wish my mom were here. But she left a couple days early to scope out houses and jobs in the big city for when we move. All I've got are my grandparents, who are wonderful, but I don't tell them every little thing I worry about. If I did, they'd probably send me to a mental institution thinking I had paranoia or something. :P

Errrggghh I need to calm down and stop freaking out. Ugh, I know what I need to do but I don't want to do it...

::goes to prayer journal::

-Stephanie

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