And after an incredibly fun night with Kevin I do something stupid and spend an entire day with him.

I'm so tired of him. LOL.

But it'll be better as soon as I don't see him for a few days.

I realize my entries have been really short lately. I'm trying to get a lot done, but sometimes I still feel like I need to write, like yesterday and today.

The crazy thing is I should only have seen him for about 5 hours straight today, which is still a lot, but it's not 10 and a half hours. Good heavens.

I went over to his apartment and we did homework together from about 1:30 till 5:00, then we were homeworked out and waited around for another hour till the Sunday school party. (He goes to my chuch & Sunday school class--so yes, I have to see him again tomorrow... Heavens...) We'd only planned to be at the party till 7:00, but we ended up staying there till 9:00. I stayed away from him as much as I could; good for me. :) Anyway, after the party, he took me back to my apartment. That was just going to be a simple goodbye, but he and my roommate are pretty good friends, and Amy got to talking, and, long story short, we three ended up watching Rent together.

There was definitely some interesting conversation today. Kevin now knows that I know he likes me. That conversation was while we were studying together. That was okay and even enjoyable. :)

With Amy, nothing is sacred. She talks about everything and everything. It's really pretty funny. :) Anyway, so while we were watching Rent, we talked a LOT about relationships and that was where it got weird. I learned some interesting things, like how much he hates DTRs (Defining the Relationship). I said very little.

So yeah, I'm looking forward to not seeing Kevin this week after Monday. I think he'd understand that, though.

You know what I'm wondering? Why December? I started liking Nate in December of 2003. And now it's December 2006 and Kevin likes me. Is there some kind of meaning in this?

But I'm too tired to analyze now. I'm ready to go to bed. :)

-Stephanie

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