It is eerily quiet all across campus. I feel like I'm utterly alone and I don't like that feeling very much. Even the Perk is empty, and there are always people in the Perk. It's very, very eerie... I wouldn't last long in solitary confinement.

Today everyone in Ford, Culver, Sutherland, Corlett, Dooley and Olsen had to be out of their aparments. The girls I'm staying with are in Holly, one of the off-campus (but still owned by NNU) abodes that doesn't have to be abandoned over break. I went to her apartment, but she wasn't there... So I'm in the Student Center for now. The Dex isn't even open--which is a pity, because I haven't eaten anything all day. I'll have to use up the last bit of my cash to eat out, I guess, unless Brit has food at her place that I can eat.

My roommate Jenny is back in town!!!!!!!! I got to hang out with her and Mindy yesterday! It was soooooooo awesome!

I learned a whole lot from Mindy Lou about the recent boy drama in my life yesterday as we three chatted. I don't even know if I'm quite ready to share it all... It's not bad. But Kevin is an incredibly sweet guy, and, to be honest, I wish things could've turned out a little bit differently. And so... I'm a tad bit emotional right now and I can't wait to see my mom again to tell her everything that's happened and share my heart with her and let go.

Mindy, thanks for being such an amazing secret-keeper. You are so trustworthy and I can't thank God enough for a friend like you.

Isaac, if you've been reading this diary at all lately, I just have to thank you for being such a dear friend through all this. I thank God for you, too.

And I thank God for all of my friends and family, who are so sweet and so patient. Isaac's right. I don't deserve friends like you; no one does, but God is good.

Sigh... I'm almost home. Four more days.

In the meantime, I guess I'll read books, write and think. Like right now, I think I'm going to go check and see if Britni's back in her apartment yet. :)

-Stephanie

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