This is the worst day of my life.

I decided to not join choir.

In my heart I still want so badly to join choir, but in my head I know it just isn't going to work.

Some people say you should do what you want, but my mom says that you can't always have what you want. I don't know who to believe, but I'm going to go with realism, not optimism, because I am, above all, a practical person.

For example, all those commas say to me: "Not practical."

Unfortunately, I am also a contradiction. I am emotional and sensitive and a tad melodramatic and like to describe what I'm feeling with whatever means necessary. That's what those extra commas do for me.

I'm going to go finish my Creative Writing: Poetry assignment right now. I have to write a poem that's a spell or a curse. Maybe I'll curse people who tell you you can do whatever you want to do, because they're wrong and I resent them for leading me on and deceiving me.

Life is so SAD sometimes! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

-Stephanie

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