Aaaaand that sucked...

Not Jerkface this time.

It's Nate.

What is it with me and my boy problems lately? Did God make this bad time come on purpose after such a good time? They say that "when the devil is messin', next comes a blessin'"; is the reverse true as well?

Anyway. I'm writing in here to keep from crying. Nate is breaking my heart again. Why does he do this.

He seems to want to get back together again. He's ripping open old wounds I sealed up a long time ago. I was thinking to myself today, do I need to completely sever contact with him? After I've worked so hard to maintain a friendship with him?

I'm worried he's going to start pressuring me to get back together with him. I hate this. Why can't we let each other go. Why don't feelings disappear. It's been THREE YEARS, for crying out loud! Isn't that enough time? Do we have to go through this drama again?

I need to end this entry before I put my foot in my mouth. I think I'm going to call my mother tonight.

Amd now to post a happier entry, because I DO have one. :)

-Stephanie

P.S. To you - I think I have the world's worst timing in forcing confessions out of people. I am so sorry.

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