So I randomly visited an online chat room today... And had to leave, like, pronto. Geez... It's amazing how vivid (and awful) memories can be.

The last time I spent any length of time in chat rooms was my early teens. I was a hot mess and I got myself into trouble a lot... Starting fights between Christians and nonChristians (unintentionally)... I never wanted to cause trouble, I just wanted to witness to people, and I had no CLUE what I was even talking about and caused so much trouble and drama. Way more than my little 13- or 14-year-old self could really handle.

Just going into the random chat room today and seeing the lines of text all differing in font and color and size, my blood pressure skyrocketed and my back got so tense... I had to leave, didn't even try to say goodbye. Now I even need to vacate the house, which is great, because I've been in here WAY TOO LONG today anyway.

Anyway... Guess I won't be pulling out that old cans of worms again anytime soon! I do not need the drama memories...

-Stephanie

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