Okay, so wow, there's a ton going on in my head right now. This guy online that I've known for a while (Chuck, from yesterday's entry) made me uneasy today by greeting me with "Hey sexy."

Okay, whoever you are, however long I have known you, DON'T EVER CALL ME THAT!! I really, really take offense to that.

Yet at the same time I feel so naive talking to him. He's intimidating somehow. And he's only a year older than me.

Ugh, do I ever not trust him! He seems way too interested in getting a photo from me... And in giving me a pet name...

But he�s got a girlfriend... So maybe I shouldn't be too worried.

And he wants to be a preacher. That's what bugs me�why should I be so worried? But I am.

And then there's Isaac. For some reason I trust him completely.

Way too much, in fact, and the thing that bothers me is that it doesn't bother me.

What the heck???

This is really confusing. :p

I think I just need to get offline and stop listening to Relient K and clear my head.

-Stephanie

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