My goal this weekend on the WingDing is to have one real conversation with one guy. Any guy. My point is just to have a conversation with a member of the opposite sex. I've been holding guys at an arm's length.

I have 5 lessons to learn this weekend. One is that it's okay to have a close relationship with a guy. Two is that it's okay to want a guy. It's normal to feel a desire for physical intimacy. Three is that everone does not think like me. Four is that I could use a little help from my friends. I don't have to be the supporter and fend for myself all the time. Five is... It's okay to fall in love, have feelings for a guy.

The last lesson (ha, yeah, I know this makes 6) is a kind of two-part, all-inclusive lesson: one, I need to learn TRUST; two, it's okay to be wrong. Even wrong in love.

So... Those are my lessons to learn this weekend and the rest of my life.

And the biggest issue is:

[Trust Image]

-Stephanie