Today sucks.

I miss Steve.

I didn't realize that was my problem till I talked to him on the phone today and he said, "You sound kind of depressed, hon. Are you missing me too much?"

I realized yes, that's exactly my problem. I miss him way, way, way too much. So much I want to cry.

And I have a cold.

And I have a presentation tomorrow that I REALLY don't want to do.

And I have a final project in Drawing due way too soon.

And things are tense with Tannis again.

And I have two articles to write this weekend.

And the huge Messiah concert is this weekend (thank God THAT will finally be over with!).

And the senior party is this weekend.

And Jenny's and Mindy's 22nd birthday party is this weekend.

And next semester is going to be crazy.

And I won't even have a job because I'm going to have to quit the Crusader. Too much stuff going on next semester.

I wish I had a ring on my finger.

I wish I were going to see Steve tomorrow.

I wish I could just go to sleep and let the weekend pass me by.

I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.

:(

-Stephanie

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