I'm nervous about next week. Our honeymoon. We fight like devils for a month, make up, and then I take off for a week...

Next week when we're back together, will we start fighting again? Will we want to kill each other, on our honeymoon? Are we going to forget everything we learned last week and the week before and go back to biting and devouring each other?

He seems to be doing better. Last week's counseling session (goodness, was that only a week ago??) seemed to be amazing help for him. But did he take it to heart? I don't know, and the way I'm going to find out is on our honeymoon. Our first week of seeing each other 24/7. :(

I don't want to fight with him, but I so desperately need him to understand me and to trust me.

I'm beginning to feel edgy. I guess that means I need to stop worrying about it and go eat something.

We decided not eating is half our problem. We always seem to fight on days where we're sleep-deprived and/or starving.

So, off I go to fill my growling stomach.

-Stephanie

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