I think my head is going to explode.

You remember Chris (1, 2)? She's engaged.

ENGAGED.

ENGAGED.

I swear my head is going to explode.

Or maybe that's just my sinuses.

She got together with Mackay pretty quickly after Jerkface "ended things" with her. That was suprising enough, and yet at the same time not, because Kevin always makes a bigger deal out of things than there really needs to be. Chris was probably never that attached to him. Anyway, so they've only been going out for 9 or 10 months. I guess that's better than three or six, but HOLY COW. I can't believe she's engaged! After all that drama with Kevin and me and her... I imagine Kevin's a little bit astonished too. But he's got his girlfriend to keep his mind occupied. I can only pray that he'll treat her better than he's treated anybody else.

I was writing on MySpace today, I've heard about six engagements (and one "promise ring" that will later become an engagement ring) in the last few weeks. Jenny had three of her friends get engaged, Kelly had two friends get engaged, and now Chris. I seriously can't take it in. I've just got to not think about it. Especially when my mind is already overloaded because of this sinus infection/cold I've got. Grr. My eyes ache.

And that reminds me of another story.

Being in love is absolutely the least restful thing ever.

I've been trying to sleep more lately because I'm sick, but last night when I went to bed early, I could NOT get to sleep. And today I could NOT get to sleep when I was trying to take a nap to make up for the rest I didn't get last night. I kept spinning daydreams about this weekend when I go home. Tonight I am TAKING BENADRYL. I need my sleep!! But my stupid brain won't shut off at night. Too many lovely things to think about...

My legs hurt too. But that's probably just from sitting here.

And I'm hungry. I missed lunch.

WAAH! I am somewhat miserable today.

I hate being sick.

-Stephanie

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